Me

People look at me and think that I am a normal quiet person. Then they get to know me and they can tell that is not who I am. I am a mother, sister, daughter, a wife, and a child of god.... I have been depressed ever since Taylor was 18 months ,and I had never told anyone until she was about 2 years. I look at myself in the mirror and I think I don't like the way I look, the way my stomach is, my skin, and other things are. Then I saw this today... As I watched this clip i found myself getting emotional which doesn't happen often. My computer desk is right by our baby's crib, and I am thinking about what if that happened to us. Our family, I don't think I would be able to handle it. When I was expecting with our third girl. Steve did something very cute. Every Sunday he would fast until I had her. Well we had her and if you know me I do not do well during delivery. It went great, Nothing bad happen. The doctor knew just what to do. Thank you to all who kept our family there prayers. Talia is doing just fine. THANK YOU BABE for all that you have done. She is almost 4 months now, and doing great. We are trying rice cereal now and we will keep all of you posted. The other thing that is keeping me emotional is my big brother being away for school. He hasn't seen his new niece. Only through pics. It would be nice to see him for my b-day. Either they come here or I go there. What he doesn't know is I am really close to him. I LOVE HIM very much and I have not really told him that out loud.. I am really doing better with the depression. Most days are good, but there are some that are not. That is when I need the most help, and I don't get anything done, or most likely haven't taken my vitamins. This video has changed the
way I look at myself in many ways.